fiNaLlY DoNe & GoNe

9.26pm thUrs 14th SeP 06

it happens quite sometime back... only to realise it recently... struggle thru abit... but yday... or rather early tis mornz... i finally summon up myself to do it... & there's no turning back :s

it is a matter tat i've been pondering over for a period of time... as i dint know wat to do wif it... n so i choose to drag on for awhile... guess i was sub consciously waiting for it to happen by itself... but it didnt... n due to past experience, i told myself tat i should do something abt it... n so i did... gather all my tots... to influence my mind *as mind is e most powerful asset a human possess* & out tat email was sent!

*sigh* n there goes my matter... all solved wif jus e click of e mouse... everything GoNe!!! as im not hoping for a reply... simply cose i olreadi know e ans rite fm e start............

uPsEt :'(

9.57am tUe 12th Sep 06 *in e office*

Had a bad start off tis morning… quarreled wif papa… e same old issues… although I know he cares for me… but I ve told him countless time not to remind me to sleep whenever I stay up at nite… as his concern will always end up to be my burden :’(

Things haven’t been kinda smooth lately for me… stress has been building up @ work… my colleague is leaving n partial of her wk is me handling it now… though e new gal is here… but she is still not familiarize wif e work yet… n due to a lot of urgent things coming along… so I had to attend to it first… besides tat… I had my own work to rush as I ve ppl chasing down my neck for leave balance & not forgetting my immediate boss… which on & off she will give me adhoc task to do which I ve to act on it almost instantaneously :s

To rub things in further… recently had conflicts wif frens… aint sure wats really going on… though I roughly know where it went wrong… guess we r all on our moody moments where we can easily erupt like an active volcano & tats why ended up wif unhappiness…

Angish… upset… annoy… frustrated… stressed up… sad… heart ache… feeling of wanting to pouring cats & dogs *tears*… is wat made up of me for now………..

iT's BeeN A LonG tiMe PaRt II

10.30pm MoN NitE 4th SeP 06

hmm... 2 postings in a day... *thinking*

anyway... here i am to post e picos for e sAt NitE... jus 2 picos as e rest r wif Ivy... in which dunno when will i get it *sigh* :s

iT's BeeN A LonG tiMe

2.01am MoN wEE MorN 4th SeP 06

tis timing... supposed to date Zhou Gong but here i am writing in eBlogger... had a great sat nite... n so i decided tat i wanna put in down in words...

started off wif sat noon... bk fm wk ard 4pm... had a chat wif mama & rested for a while before i prepared myself to meet Yi & e rest of e gang... it was an outing to celebrate Yi's bday... n coincidently she shares e same birthdate as my sis... but tats where i ve to burn my pocket a little extra on tis day of every yr ;p

our gang consists of 7 gals & 2 guys... in which we r all fm e same secondary sch... used to be close but somehow drift apart as e years go by... guess its e committment tat we each have in our own plate... n so it ended up only Yi, Ivy, Joyceln & me for tat sat nite...

we had Japanese Western food for dinner... i ordered Japanese Style Spaghetti & it was nice... but dunno why... i ended up wif gastric pain for e rest of e nite :s we proceed on to Bakerz Inn @ Millemium Walk for coffee in which is Yi's favourite & cannot-do-without drink... keke

Yi planned e nite to be a clubbing nite & so we were discussing where to club when Joyceln mentioned tat Coach *Joyceln & my swimming coach & Ivy knows him too* always go clubbing... n so we contaced him... initially wanting to tease him by smsing him saying tat Ivy is her secret admirer... asking him out to party together... but only to find out tat he did ve Ivy's new mobile no ;p

nonetheless... he still met us up for clubbing... except tat Joyceln went home 1st as she's aint into clubbing... so Coach picked us up from Millemium Walk & headed to The Loof @ Beach Road... situated on e 3rd floor wif roof top kinda concept & new age music... was a nice place to chill out... Coach met up wif his frens there n 3 of us were there enjoying e atmosphere... we had a drink & a few photo takings *will put up in my next posting* before we headed down to Bar None @ Marriott Hotel... danced till nearly 3am then we proceed to Newton for supper before we headed home...

e whole nite was fun as Coach was entertaining we gals wif his jokes & his very PoWdeRfuL analysis skills... n was telling Yi tat its been ages since i last club & last makeup... haha... as being a very LazY GaL... i hardly put on makeup... in fact e last time i recall putting on makeup is months ago when i attended my fren's wedding... hmm... maybe i should be more hardworking & start putting on makeups now... *wonder* keke ;p