uPsEt :'(

9.57am tUe 12th Sep 06 *in e office*

Had a bad start off tis morning… quarreled wif papa… e same old issues… although I know he cares for me… but I ve told him countless time not to remind me to sleep whenever I stay up at nite… as his concern will always end up to be my burden :’(

Things haven’t been kinda smooth lately for me… stress has been building up @ work… my colleague is leaving n partial of her wk is me handling it now… though e new gal is here… but she is still not familiarize wif e work yet… n due to a lot of urgent things coming along… so I had to attend to it first… besides tat… I had my own work to rush as I ve ppl chasing down my neck for leave balance & not forgetting my immediate boss… which on & off she will give me adhoc task to do which I ve to act on it almost instantaneously :s

To rub things in further… recently had conflicts wif frens… aint sure wats really going on… though I roughly know where it went wrong… guess we r all on our moody moments where we can easily erupt like an active volcano & tats why ended up wif unhappiness…

Angish… upset… annoy… frustrated… stressed up… sad… heart ache… feeling of wanting to pouring cats & dogs *tears*… is wat made up of me for now………..