TiREd + WoRrY + eXcitEd = mE

1.32am fRiDaY morning 7th JuL'06

its been a tiring day @ work... cos my colleague went on course & she will only be back next tue :( having a new Manager ard isnt as gd as i tot... cos apart from attending to my daily chores, i ve to assist her in her chores too & nt forgetting abt my colleague's chores too :s

was telling my e other colleague tat i target to leave office on e dot but ended up attending an interview n so i left office ard 7+pm... sometimes i think... life isnt jus abt working... we spend lots of time on work tat we kinda lost ourselves... *wonder*

hmm... a mixture of feelings tat im encountering now *kindly refer to e title*.... diving due this wkend... departuring later this evening... supposed to be happy & excited... but then here i am... at e same time feeling a little worry... been thinking thru... guess wat others always say r true... n tats as one grows older... one tends to be not so daring... cose im jus an example... burdened by too much concerns...

as im not very good @ swimming even though i did improve alot after attending lessons... but still i ve little water confidence... n e tot of being in sea wif all e sea animals... kinda worries me a little... n to rub things in... i havent gotten e time to read up my diving materials... so i dun really know e fundamental skills... *got to check wif my frens later tonite ya* :s

hmm... lost of tots... didnt know how to con't fm here... hmm... but i did finish packing my bag... n tat i did go on search engines to source out some pics of sea animals tat r dangerous enough for me to avoid... hopefully things will be jus fine... only then i will go for my advance... keke ;p

Diving Group: Adrian & Sally, Ebby, Lifen & mE
Puala Tinggi..... here we come ;D