LouSy wOrK dAy
11.56pm Thursday nite 27 April 06
Things havent been too smooth lately... dunno why...
have been thinking alot recently... mainly cose of 2 deaths tat i came across rite before e wk started... my uncle's daughter passed away due to unknown disease... symptoms r jus heart pains & it happened on sat nite which followed by news of her "gone" on sunday early morning... sad... although aint close to her but i did get to see met her during this yr's CNY... guess its all fated to see her last time.. her papa brought her n her younger bro over to my hse... she was all grown up for her age of 8 yr old... tall & strong bones... but now its all gone...
following tat was Sally's bro... got e news early monday morning thru a common fren when i reached office... bike accident where he flew off his 400cc bike after a toyota guy hit him from behind.. merely 21 yr of age.. was too early to end his life.. shocking & speechless... although i hardly knows him but somehow i do feel sad... Sally was away wif Adrian holiday in BKK but rush back rite after they were informed of e news... being very closed to Sally... good fren aka buddy during poly days till now... i felt i needed to be there for her... after calling up a few close frens... we arranged to head down to her place on tat very nite & stay till midnite before we headed hm as we all had to wk...
all these made me think so much... life is so fragile... it makes me think how things can suddenly happen n one will be gone before u can show appreciation... cherish e person... share ur heart felt tots wif e person... *wonder*
n so e days go went by wif all these feelings lingering ard... to rub things in... i accidentally spill coffee onto office carpet which my bRo *aka my colleague whom sits beside me* helps me cleaned up... but still there is this big brownish stain there... so obvious... *sigh* & following tat i flare up wif 1 of my colleagues... its been a real busy n stressful day today... different colleagues came to me to assist them in their wk... n most of their tasks r due for tomorrow... n so i had to rush then came 1 guy... sickening is e only word i can associate him to... his attitude was bad, likes to order ppl ard, brag alot, thinks he's a loveable boy... *puke* we had some conflicts wif work... i tried to take it easy e last time... but this morning... i felt i could endure his nonsense no more... n tat i ended up raising my voice against him *which will never match his loud irritating voice* n he back off...
sometimes... things jus happens so unpleasantly tat i jus lose my cool... n all drained up after killing all my cells due to angishness... n i hate tat manz :(
Things havent been too smooth lately... dunno why...
have been thinking alot recently... mainly cose of 2 deaths tat i came across rite before e wk started... my uncle's daughter passed away due to unknown disease... symptoms r jus heart pains & it happened on sat nite which followed by news of her "gone" on sunday early morning... sad... although aint close to her but i did get to see met her during this yr's CNY... guess its all fated to see her last time.. her papa brought her n her younger bro over to my hse... she was all grown up for her age of 8 yr old... tall & strong bones... but now its all gone...
following tat was Sally's bro... got e news early monday morning thru a common fren when i reached office... bike accident where he flew off his 400cc bike after a toyota guy hit him from behind.. merely 21 yr of age.. was too early to end his life.. shocking & speechless... although i hardly knows him but somehow i do feel sad... Sally was away wif Adrian holiday in BKK but rush back rite after they were informed of e news... being very closed to Sally... good fren aka buddy during poly days till now... i felt i needed to be there for her... after calling up a few close frens... we arranged to head down to her place on tat very nite & stay till midnite before we headed hm as we all had to wk...
all these made me think so much... life is so fragile... it makes me think how things can suddenly happen n one will be gone before u can show appreciation... cherish e person... share ur heart felt tots wif e person... *wonder*
n so e days go went by wif all these feelings lingering ard... to rub things in... i accidentally spill coffee onto office carpet which my bRo *aka my colleague whom sits beside me* helps me cleaned up... but still there is this big brownish stain there... so obvious... *sigh* & following tat i flare up wif 1 of my colleagues... its been a real busy n stressful day today... different colleagues came to me to assist them in their wk... n most of their tasks r due for tomorrow... n so i had to rush then came 1 guy... sickening is e only word i can associate him to... his attitude was bad, likes to order ppl ard, brag alot, thinks he's a loveable boy... *puke* we had some conflicts wif work... i tried to take it easy e last time... but this morning... i felt i could endure his nonsense no more... n tat i ended up raising my voice against him *which will never match his loud irritating voice* n he back off...
sometimes... things jus happens so unpleasantly tat i jus lose my cool... n all drained up after killing all my cells due to angishness... n i hate tat manz :(
posted by SkYwiL at 8:57 AM
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