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3.45am Sunday morning 21st May 06

Indulgence: lying on bed & writing my blog ;p

inspiration came... telling myself to kick e bad habits... should start writing in here even when im happy or neutral *although im one who likes to store my happy memories only in my mind*... n so im here writing...

slept ard 5 on Sat morning after putting down e phone wif Pepe... initially wanna so much to go queue up for e 48% disc for iPod nano @ Wheelock Place *got inside news only @ 2+am*... but didnt ve e energy when i ended my call @ 5am... n besides, Pepe didnt wanna go too.. so no kaki :(

slept till 1+pm & got woken up by my niece & nephew :( Brian 5, Grace 3 & Jayne 1, all came to my hse for lunch... baby Jayne always cry when she sees xiao gu *me* n ah ma.... but today miracle strikes n i suffer after tat... she stop crying when i carries her n then my bro made me carries baby Jayne all day... hands r trembling after they left :s

with my trembling hands, i finished my dinner & headed off to meet Joyceln n Pepe for movie *Davinci Code* 2hrs odd story... got me blur wif all e characters n history... but nonetheless, still a good movie... following tat was a coffee session @ Coffee Club Express... it was enjoying wif ice passion tea, muddy mud pie, salad, chicken pie & most of all... gals chat ;D we ended e session ard 11+pm knowing tat we had to wake up @ 545am e next day for our Big Walk...

eh... er... but still now im writing in here n time check 4.18am... guess i should end here n go date zhou gong ;p

eMotiOnaL BabY

19th May 2006 Friday wEE morning 2.21am

Jus finished my Korean Series Marathon... title "Jing San Shun"... e story revolves ard a 30 yr old gal... how she felt out of love n again fall in love when she nearly gave up on all e guys in e world... cute story wif fantastic theme song... i like almost all e music played in the series during different scenes... n so i decided to go hunt fr e album ;)

but after watching e KSM... dunno why but mind fills wif tots... tots abt my work... my love life... my everything... e idea came... tat work & love r rather similar... both can make u happy & sad at times... n for now, these 2 aint shining in my life...

been moving ard profession... trying to find where i really belong... but still i haven't really settled down in my career... n im starting to get tired... as for e other 'star' tats aint shining in my life... guess its me to blame as i've take things for granted... take too long to react n when its gone.. then only did i realise e pitched... but now i tell myself... tat in comparison... work will be a more favorable 'star' to focus on... as it will not get my heart to experience a roller coaster rite...

*paused* suddenly lost of words... dunno wat to continue typing... *wonder* ... writing in here seems rather similar to me writing in my diary... im not a regular for my diary... but only writes when im emotional or sad... cose i feel better after writing out my tots.. guess its a way of releasing myself... somehow im doing e same thing here rite now in Blogger... unintentional... n can help it...

time checked... 2.56am... guess i should call it a sheet for this little blog for today... may tomorrow be a better day................