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9.52pm 29th AuG'06 tUeS

Jus met up my excolleagues for dinner... was an enjoyable catch-up... its been mths since i last saw them... we arranged to go for sushi @ tiong bahru... supposedly Jennie, Peggy, William & me... but due to wk, William was unable to make it... n so it was a ladies' nite out ;D

we had ramen for dinner & proceed to Bangawan Solo for a drink before we headed home... it was a nite of gossips... simple yet enjoyable :)

mind kinda cloudy now... lots of tots running thru my mind... work... Shanghai trip... Jing San Shun stories *cose running in & out of rm watching it @ channel U now*... & etc...

been depriving of sleep lately... cose trying to sleep early for e past few days... but always ended up dating zhou gong ard 2+ in e morning :s

counting down my days for Shanghai trip... 5 more wks to go... so near yet so far... been trying to save every penny now for tis trip... 12 days out of SG & into a foreign country which is approaching winter... cant wait for it to happen ;D it will be me & Pepe only... covering Shanghai, Huangshan, Hangzhou & Qingdao... accommodation for both Shanghai & Qingdao r taken care of... cHiNa here we come... keke ;p

hmm... again today i tell myself.. i must sleep early today... didnt bring back wk tis rd... so i guess i will succeed ;p time check 10.46pm... half way thru Jing San Shun on Channel U + at e same time chatting wif a few frens on msn + writing on here now... alrite.. shall end here for today... signing off......

a DaY iN AuGuSt'06

1.51pm 16th AuG'06 WeD

Jus back fm my lunch... guess today is a break thru... tat im writing at this hr... best word to describe my feelings now... uNbEaRabLe :s

work has been piling up since dinosaur days... but i've been fighting e battle since then... trying to clear as much as i can... still its getting nowhere... everyday i attend to enquiries fm colleagues, my boss & even enquiries meant for my colleague & tat i've to cover fr her too... its been like tat since day 1 when i joined tis Co... sometimes i do wish she can share portion of her pay wif me... as im covering her work every now n then :s

its a long story... too long to be put into words here... recently been to a Fortune Teller n she said tat i will leave my current job probably next yr due to either no bonus or no increment... hmm... i wonder...

hope e rest of my day will brighten up like a sun flower after i end my grumbles in here......

.......................... FeeLinGs......

11.30pm 2nd AuG'06 WeD

*taking a deep breath* guess im early today... to write in here... actually been wanting to write since last nite after watching e movie "LaKehSe"...

yday met up Pepe, Ah huang, Joyceln, Meow & Pauline to watch e movie "LaKehSe"... & discover 1 coincident thing is tat we r all singles... going for a very romantic show ;) e movie was great... e story revolves ard Keanu & Sandra, abt hw they r fated to meet in e most unusual way... so near yet so far kinda manner... & i've always like Keanu & Sandra... but somehow i was disappointed when i saw them in e 1st sense... cose both seem to ve aged quite alot... they turn ugly... ops! :x

after watching e movie... sort of got me thinks alot... tat whether such story really does exist in real life... whether e message brought across by e story is real *i read e msg as... if one waits patiently enough, one will ultimately find his or her love* then again e tots led to me thinking abt my luff... SiGh... is e only word i can adopt for this moment...

*dunno hw to con't* hmm............ shall call it a sheet then...