mOn oFFicE NiTe

8.38 21pm iN e OffiCE 18 Jan 2010 MoNdaY

Felt e need to write here now... to stablise my emotion... as e age catching up on me... i felt tat i lost my self control... getting less detached to things...

I dunno why... why do i still feel sad even though i've concluded tat i do not like it... guess its e sub conscious emo tat ve gotta e bonding built up... im in e stage of moaning...

Dictionary
Come to grief ~ to suffer disappointment, misfortune, or other trouble; fail.
Example ~ Their marriage came to grief after two years.

As sadness sinks in... i tried to push it away but struggling till i saw a fren came online msn... i prompted him hoping to seek dissolve e sadness in me... he is having his dinner... but i pleaded to continue jus so tat i could ask my qns... n i went "will u lend me ur shoulder to lean n cry if i need it one day?" n there goes e ans "sure"... which lightens up my heart... less sorrow...

Shall end here & head home... where warm n comfort belongs...