eMo...

15 Jul'09 Wed In office 5.34pm

Feeling lousy lately... emotional downside... dunno how to describe... seems like every thing is not rite... every single piece of it is upsetting me... i dunno why... feel a sense of sad.. unhappiness... n also disappointment... cant bring myself to face it... feels like running away... go catch a breath... i dunno whether its me who changed or is it e other side... i can take it no more... aaarrrrgghhhh!

i hate having my emo riding on a roller coaster... e feeling sucks n it makes me tired... unhappy n not focus... time will wash it away... as i type on.. i wish for it to take place fast...

A peaceful heart is simply wat i ask for... tats all...

WeePinG...

6th Jul 2009 MoN 4.04pm In e office...

Can hold it back no more... tears roll down my eyes as i read on... cant control my emo... i felt sad n i felt bad... i keep asking myself... wat i witness is right or wrong... or there isnt any right or wrong... its all gotta do wif human relations...

many a times i asked... why ppl ve to behave like tat... am i getting more emotional as i age... as last time i wasnt like tat... in e past... i dun cry easily outside... im more detached... but now tat i look at myself again... i think otherwise... felt helpless... out of control... i dun like tat kinda feelings... sense of guilt... unjustice...

was weeping in e office moments ago... right in front of my LCD screen... felt so lousy.. out of control... emotional... weak... managed to pull out of e situation after chatting wif e Js'...

emo on a roller coaster...