mY LiKe .........

11.43pm tUe NitE 27 mAr 07

lying on my bed as i write...

today... i realise something... tat is to notice 'my like'... sounds funny... but its been there since day one... yet i didnt notice its existence...

it was late afternoon... before my training starts... due to enquiries arises fm my colleagues, i had to dig out some files to check... as i flipped thru 1 of e files... i suddenly came to realise tat its so far yet so near... wat u wish for was so very rite in front of u tat u were blinded by e distance as u look far away in search of it...

its been there all tis while... since e day i joined e Co... always been there... until recently... or rather few more days to go before it bides me goodbye... n it shall be gone forever... simply cose i know very well tat chances of reunion will be slim... n besides... its fated tat wif its existence all tis while... i didnt take notice of it till now... tis very afternoon then only it came to light...

too late... its jus too late...

*meant to be will be... not meant to be will never be*

mY 1St tiMe ExPosUrE

12.58am fRi mOrn 23 mAr 07

Jus finished checking some of my emails... saw tis video clip... super cute... made fm thai... abt a son who asked his papa fr e car... rite after driving out... it changed e who ride fm stock to super mock style... n guess wat... his papa was in his ride when he drove out... giving e son e shock expression... keke ;p

hmm... alrite... shall start now on my story fr today... its nothing :( but ;D

recently been working on a project @ wk... its abt implementing a system called eLeave... which allows all HQ & site staff to apply leaves online... purpose is to advance e Co to e next stage... paperless world...

system was bought off e shelf... n so me & my colleagues had to attend e course conducted by e software co... in which we had to do our own setup & customisation later... then my boss decided to put me incharge of e whole project... which includes synchronizing e data fm e old system, input additional data, writing documentations for eLeave training, organising training & not forgetting doing initial setup + customisation...

gee... it was a whole lot of wk involved... wif majority of my time spent on synchronizing e data fm e old system & inputting e additional data tats oncoming... all these drag on till 1st wk of mar... where i finally finished & were ready to roll out e eLeave... had a discussion wif boss & it was settled tat she will conduct e training to all staffs while i assist her at e side... but will be in small groups each time... consecutively for 2 wks...

to-date... had been thru 1 training wif her... there was another one but i wasnt able to sit in as i was away for my exam... n yday... was e 3rd training... supposed to be e same as e 1st one... but boss took urgent half day leave... so leaving me to conduct e training on my own... was kinda nervous... as i aint e sort tat will blah well in front of a crowd... especially when e focus is on me & tat i never conducted any training before... i will :s

4.30pm reached... tots of wanting to cancel e training linger in my mind... but then i still drag myself to e boardroom to get everything ready... slowly one after e other... a total of 10 colleagues came to attend e training... i 'thRoW' away my nervous... my tots of cancelling e training... & conducted e training... by 530pm.. it was all done wif... & there goes my 1st time... keke ;)

actually... training is e field tat i always wanna explore since day 1 when i join HR... but wasnt given a chance till yday... hope tis will open me to e whole new world of trainings exposure ;D

bEfOre eXaM - mE :s

11.58pm tUe 13 mar 07 in my room

its been ages since i last clock a blog here... cose i've been busy... wif different things @ different point in my life......

oct'06... went Shanghai... was a great trip... dec'06... did nothing much except to meet up frens & celebrate xmas... jan'07 onwards... started my part time degree... Bachelor in Business Admin...

never like those courses i took before... tis is rather complex n tough... its a combination of assignments & exam... n e assignments' a killer... as language is 1 of my weakness... so writing essays is a nO nO for me :s but so far i had done 2 mini n 2 major assignments n now its my examsssss..........

1st paper is less than 24 hrs away... n yet i hard digest any knowledge abt 'intro to management'... gee... tis time is red alert!!!

studies have never been easy... but as one gets older... nurture in thinking... it makes studies even more difficult... guess its due to all e consequences tat's attached to it when we think abt not completing e course...

its jus 1st term... n im struggling... cant imagine for e rest of e terms tats coming my way... hesitation is lingering in my mind as im not sure if i can make it for tis very 1st term.........